A fun little ramble in the woods of Chloe's mind, or how I went from talking about my horrible Spotify playlist to simply showing you a bunch of pictures of William Beckett (also known as I-promise-I-can-write-but-that's-not-really-what-I-use-this-blog-for)

I was listening to my Spotify Nostalgic High School Favorites playlist tonight, and I thought to myself, you really need to watch the Helena music video (by My Chemical Romance).  Because you loved it soooo much in middle school.

So I watched the video.  And I remembered that holy crap, I used to be SO in love with Gerard Way (the lead singer.)  For reference, here's a picture of Gerard Way.

Naturally, my little trip back into Gerard's Hot Topic clad arms made me think of all my other high school crushes (and so on.)

This next little bit of blog-ness is from the "so on" part of the above statement.

I think I was actually in ninth grade when I did this, soooo...maybe that makes it better?  But I used to do a couple things to my binders.  The first was to cover them in duct tape and pictures of Gerard Way (above), Nick Wheeler, and emo dudes making out (for real.)  The second thing was to take dramatic pictures of myself and my friends and put them next to handwritten lyrics to whatever sad song I thought described my life.  One particular combination I remember was this song:

with these pictures:

Yeeeah.

Around this same time, I heard this song for the first time:

and I fell MADLY in love with William Beckett.  This guy:

I'm talking SEVERAL Sim families where he was my Sim babydaddy and we had like, 50 kids.  I. Loved. Him.  

I will admit, he has fine-wined for me.  Here is what he was like when I first fell in love with him:

And here he is nowadays, fitting into my current Favorite Male Aesthetic.

Oh, and just cause I can, here's a picture of us together:

I like to think that he fell in love with me when I said "I like your shirt.  My friends all make fun of me for voting for Obama."  I could definitely hear how much he wanted me in the way he said "yeah, this isn't exactly a blue state." 

In conclusion, all I can say is thank goodness my tastes have changed.  Cause I used to be REAL into this:

annnnd I have absolutely no idea where I would find that any more.  So there's that.